Conditional Resignation to Psychiatric, (2017 & 2018 cases)
2017
- Violence, H#16, 10-4-2019
- Bharti-Ujjala Case, (November 2018 to-August 2019)
- Exams Fraud December 2019 (27-30/12/2019)
2020
4. COVID-19 (March, 2020 onward)
Conditional Resignation to Psychiatric, (2017 & 2018 cases)
2017
2020
4. COVID-19 (March, 2020 onward)
Shadows' Circus of Governance by Dr. Vijay Dangi
"Shadows' Circus of Governance" around the world and politics of diseases, accidents and deaths make you think a thousand times...
What are you doing?
Why are you doing?
For what are you doing?
Are you in academics? In circus? Controlled by others?
Why are you here?
Questions! Questions! And a thousands of questions!
While trying to get the answers for these questions, I found myself in a whirlpool of drafted and crafted cases after cases (especially after my conditional resignation in 2017), violence after direct-indirect warnings here and there "iska ilaaz jaroori hai!", humiliation, bullying and last one but not least, sedition charges and enforced jail trip! Dramatics and plays even in jail! Watching and listening death-dance err assisted murders in front of eyes, helplessly, by so-called diseases was another blow to the already in pieces mind! Some knowledge is dangerous. Speaking some truths can be life threatening. Searching some answers can create havoc! Living with them inside is even more difficult! What I was trying to search or what type of questions, I was trying to get answers? Diseases pattern frauds in different forms and Covid-19 gave almost all answers!
So for some time, I gave rest to or had to "Campus Crime Series" for whatever reasons. And picked a bit less logical (though still it's logical) but more emotional outpour. Collected mostly, last decade's ranting and venting in the form of poems related to surveillance and packed in the form of a book "Shadows' Circus of Governance".
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No Hurry! But seems time is not that far away I guess...
Some stubbornness is always good. But in that stubbornness there should not be hurry or unnecessary worries. To produce anything good, one needs time, efforts and consistency. At times unnecessary worries do play with mind even if you try to shoo them away from your mind. Situations automatically create that.
At times, I had also gone through those thoughts, if not now then when?
Why more delay?
What if something happened to you?
What's the use of such a large collection of documents, research, analysis, cross check, time spent and risks taken in so-many forms?
After documentarily completion of chapters, I searched lil-bit here and there about publishing process, the type of people could play with that and type of risks in that. At times, I come across funny, stupid, non-sense, typical-political or senseless people in this journey of last few years especially. Then there are those who wanna get unnecessary benefit out of all this. Interesting conflicts!? Then there are those who wanna delay it as long as they could. And those who do not want even ABC of it out in any form.
Then there are business minds who think book means nothing but money! Such people forget no-one takes so much risks just for the sake of money. There are so-many considerations. If so-many efforts are just for the sake of money then better to work elsewhere, in some other field. Why some simple book and such a serious stuff?
Along the process, I had forgotten somewhere or at least try to side by, some hurts, some abuses, some bitterness just by thinking that whole-perspective and process is important not the scattered and toxic hurts and pieces here and there. Though they are also essential part of whole processing.
The purpose of this book or should say series is to awaken people, to get clarity about things and the way this system is working. I have no expertise in most of the topics of this series but there is a try to present the things the way they are and the way I could understand them.
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